If I were Chazaq-ed

In Exodus 7, when God hardened Pharoh's heart, He (4:21) hebrew Chazaq- gave him courage to do what was already in his heart. (And here in 7:3, his stubbornness increased. But every other time this phrase is used, it is God giving him courage to do what is already in his heart.)

So, if God Chazaq-ed me... what would be the result? What is in my heart that if I had more courage, I would actually do it?

7:8-13 Pharoah see's "a sign" but still doesnt believe... just as God said he wouldnt. What does it take for me to trust God with something? Do I demand He show me His worthiness or is His Word enough for me to trust? And even if He demonstrated His worthiness of trust to me... would I trust Him then?

Oh Lord, what things in my life am I not trusting You with? Asher's weight. (Last night I woke up in the middle of the night again worried about his wieght... he is barely in the 1% tile.) So, what is true about the situation? Psalm 103:17 "But from everlasting to everlasting the Lord's heart is with those who fear Him and His righteousness with thier children's children." My hope can be in the reality that You will do what is right. And though I dont always know what the right thing is... You do and will do it.